$@#?!^$@?<&!$@ !!! F U C K !

what happened to me today !! arghh ! shit ! why am i crying like hell ? is it beause of her ? bcause of her words? hurmm . . it K I L L S me ~  :'( feeling miserable now. totally ! now what im thinkin is . .  i want to see my own blood ~ yes ! dats wht i want ! now she's silence with all of sadness ~ me? how boud me? am i meant to be left here all alone? oh god ~ i realy need her rite now. i want to heal her pain and healing my pain at the same time ~ uhh :'(  bee, plish turn on ur fone ! dun do like dz ~