chapter 05

todae demAm...

ta dpt nK post anything intresting doe...

hhaahah!

chapter 04

MISS HER DAMN  MUCH!

whO?? ~MR.A~

renduw dye shamgat2 ouhh.. now aq pon da tade pape ngan MR.D..

hurm, aq mintak lpass.. ta bole typu dri lg.. aku syg MR.A more than her..

MR.D mang baik ngan aq tp aq ta bole trime dye sbb nty dye sedih if aq still ngan dye tp hati aku???

JUST FOR MR.A!

 Rmai kate aq bodo sbb lpaskan MR.D sbb MR.A

TAPI...

i got my own reason babe...

my love for MR.A sgt tebal....

aku ta sggup hilang dye lg....

even MR.A agak dingin dgn aku.. 

layanan dye ta mcm dlu tp bak kate MARIAH CAREY,

i still believe someday u n me

will find ourselves 

and love again..

tu lah kate dye....

n ade lagi....

no no no no no no

i need youy baby

i still belive that we can be together..

if we believe the true love

never has to end

then we must noe how we will love again..

i syg sgt2 kat u MR.A

my begging is..........

PLEASE ACCEPT ME  

chAptER 03 - bAttLeFieLD

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose
What we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
(Oh, oh, oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
'Cause baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like

chapter 02

huh!

toae jiwa sgt kacau...

sori baba.. bukan niat mama nak wat baba mara or trase ht ngan ape yg mama nak post ni..

but its what i feel now..

on monday, 2.49 a.m..

im crying again...

well,

maybe sape yg tau sal aku tau knpe aku jwa kcau n mnangis...

yess! its about HER!

sesape yg mngenali driku, tau sape (HER) yg kuh mksodkan..

tlalu bnyak kngn mnyingkap...

satu per satu sudut...

n stiap inci..

stiap plosok tmpat yg aku pijak nie...

aku nmpak DIA..

ht aku msih ade DIA????

ntahh, aku sndri ta pasti..

cume ape yg aku nak dye tau..

aku de sbb nape aku TIPU dye..

sbb aku tau aku TAK AKAN dpt die...

aku relakan hati aku utk trima SESEORG dgn mudah...

sbb aku masih ade prasaan...

aku cuma tggu mase utk MELEPASKAN dri dr keadaan...

JAUH di sdut ht aku, aku SGT2 sygkan die...

tp skrg aku LEBIH cintakan org lain berbanding die..

i'll ADMIT that i love u DAYYA..

ba sgt sbr dgn ma...

ba sbr dgn perasaan ma yg mmikirkan org len mse dgn ba..

im THANKFULL coz i got u by my side...

but at the same time, as u noe,

its hard for me to forget her..

there is HER in every INCHES of my heart...

im so sorry baba..

but i do love u so much..

i CANT deny it...

n aku sgt2 pelik dgn perasaan aku..

aku cume nak dye jd KAWAN aku..

NOT MORE THAN THAT OK!

aku tak penah hrapkan ksih syg dye lg sbb...

aku DAPAT sume tu dr baba.,..

yes, yes, dlu mang die bnyak bg aku KEBAHAGIAAN..

tp bnyak juga KEPERITAN.,

tu mang aku tak dpt nafikan...

dye muncul dlm ingatan aku stiap kli aku BERSENDIRIAN dlm blik niyhh..

I HATE IT!!

ITS HURT!

PAINFULL!

hopefully 1 day i might FORGET her...

truly, my friend ask me to be STRONG..

i've try so HARD for it..

for being what they want...

but they're not in my position..

so they dont know...

what i feel...

aku msih ingat lagu2 yg penah mnjadi knangan aku dan die...

n aku amat MENYESALI smua tuh..

utk die : u, i sgt2 MENYALAHKAN diri i atas sume ini..

i CURANG dgn u..

i TIPU u..

tp u BUKAN brdiri di tmpat i..

I buat sume ni pon utk KBAIKAN u...

mgkin u ta nmpak..

u HANYA nmpak KBURUKAN i thadap u..

tp tnyata u silap...

i've my OWN reason WHY i did this ...

but its for sure that u NEVER wanna noe..

:(

i rmember this song.. u sang this song for me..

u sang it LOUDER WHEN IT COMES TO A WORD RELATED TO US ...

separuh jiwaku pergi

mmg indah semua 

tp berakhir luka

kau main hati 

dgn sedarmu

kau tggl aku

pernah ku mncintaimu tp tak bgini

kau khianati ht ini

kau curangi aku

pernah  ku mncintaimu 

tp tak bgini

kau khianati ht ini

kau curangi aku

kau bilang tak pernah bahagia

selama dgn aku

itu ucap bibirmu

kau dustakan smua 

yg kita bina

kau nhncurkan smua

pernah ku mncintaimu tp tak bgini

kau khianati ht ini

kau curangi aku

pernah  ku mncintaimu 

tp tak bgini

kau khianati ht ini

kau curangi aku

yes i do rmember this song so much...

i've did a WRONG2 thing to u..

i DO REALIZE it ..

BUT.......

theres only one thing i need from u...

i just wanna BEFRIEND with u..

THATS ALL I NEED..

even i hear a single word from u, its ok...

its enaugh...

just give me a lil bit FORGIVNESS ..

I APOLOGISE for what i did to u...

this is what i called  : i blame myself for losing u :(

this is sincerely comes from my heart..

sheera..

chApteR 01

hah!

todae mghbeskan mse drumah!

on9 sajeP! my syGs ta SEhat ):

ssedeh sgtss.. dye ta bape de mood. muntah2, skt pwot ):

but whateva it is, kuh syg dye,,

hehe... well, de owg mpErtikaiKAn pic KUH yang at atAs uh.. hehe.

satu DOA taoh if owG say amIN ble tgk piX uh.. hehe (:

keSEngALan smAsE hAnG oUT!

ptg tadik kuh g hang out ngan sengal pnye budak!

haha!!

bapak arhh sonok ktowunk begambo! p makan kat tesco td.. nmpak lak si OPIE.. hehehe... bole plak die keje at ctu..

i mean keje at f.court tesco uhh laaa... dye blanjer aku nan farah chocolate blended...

mkn pown FREE jgk!!

haa!!! ary2 aku ase nak p mam at TESCO!!